did you see it?
May 31, 2009
uhm, it just an accident.
i walk out of the class (water recources engineering) for a while. then whe i came back, koke just stood there, answered the phone, and took some notes on his palm. so, shoot! i captured him candidly.
when i looked that picture that time, i saw something. i just feel there’s something important about this call. but, i didn’t ask anything to him. i just showed him this and he just smiled. hehehehe (asking me when i captured him)
and then, i upload it on my facebook album, and tagged him. i wrote a caption, “nelpon siapa tuh ke?”
then, he commented on this photo and said, “the person who i love so much, my father.”
aha!! that’s is that something. i knew the something. it’s called love!
for me, who actually live here, in Bandung, seeing my parents everyday is just an ordinary meeting. sometimes i talked a lot with them, but sometimes, i just choose to go home, eat dinner, and sleep without talking too much.
seeing him and my another friend being called on the phone by their parents, who live far away from them now, make me feel so bad. besides, i can see their joy when they talked to them. it reminds me that sometimes i just don’t make a quality time with my parents. they just so close to me. i can call them for help anytime i need, i can cry to them whenever i feel sad, i can whining for spirit when i feel tasks in college make me so overwhelmed.
hhm, i have another friend whose father has past away years ago, too. it’s just unimaginable for me. but, yeah, that day will come.
just one more time i tell you in this blog, i love them sooo much.
one or two?
May 31, 2009
well, here it is. my another self-portrait. (oh my god! how narsis i am?). in the beginning, i didn’t really pay attention to this pictures. i’ve just keep it in my laptop.
then, in another time, one of my friend see this picture and shocked. “nis, who is this?” i just said that she is me. and then, he finally realized that i captured this photo infront of the mirror.
“oh, i thought she is another person. so different!”
well, i looked at it for a while. and then i think it’s cool. this is an another proof about our face we had that is not simetric.
-taken on rumah mode’s fiiting room, it is so big for me!-
orang linglung
May 31, 2009
kemaren aku memilih untuk menghabiskan hari di rumah. berdua saja dengan adikku. berhadapan dengan laptop tercinta. mengerjakan tugas besar rekayasa jalan yang deadlinenya hari selasa.
(selasa? hei, setelah ujian ektek hari senin, aku gak mau nyentuh hal yang berbau kuliah lagi!)
aku pantengin aja itu laptop. dari jam 9. sambil garuk-garuk kepala bingung kenapa alinyemen vertikalnya jelek abis. stelah itu otak lemooot banget memahami diagram superelevasi. untungnya ada yahoo messenger yang memungkinkan aku untuk tetap stay di laptop, tapi bisa mendapat info lebih. huhehehe
waktu berlalu begitu cepat. aku merasa terburu-buru. pokoknya laporan bagian aku ini harus selesai hari ini. no matter what! aku berhadapan dengan excel dan word sampe gak ngedengerin si adzan ashar. (makasih pada yang mengingatkan…)
dan well, setelah magrib, aku mendengar percakapan si mama dan si tante di ruang keluarga.
“extravaganza, bla…bla..bla…”
lho? kok ada extravaganza? bukannya…
YA AMPUN!!! hari ini tuh hari sabtu, kenapa aku mikirnya hari jumat?!
kesimpulan:
kalo mulai kewalahan, hati-hati. otak sudah mulai gak lurus, waras, dan tenang. just slow down.
masak?
May 28, 2009
uhm…
kepikiran juga sih. aku terlibat suatu pembicaraan dengan temen cowok di sms. berawal dari penantian dia menunggu nasi yang belum selesai ditanak di kosannya, dia bertanya begini..
dia : bla.. bla… bla… bisa masak gak?
aku : masak? palingan ngegoreng doang, masak nasi sih bisa. selain itu, gak bisa lagi.hehehe.
dia : ya ampun, gimana bisa jadi ibu yang baik kamu teh? kasian dong anak kamu ntar. gak bisa ngerasain masakan ibunya yang dibuat dengan penuh cinta dan kasih sayang.
sms terakhir dia bikin aku mikir.
i’m back
May 27, 2009
it’s not really a come back. i still have one more exam on next sunday. engineering economy. hhmph, but today is a REALLY good day.
finally, i have a rest after 4 exams that take my time (i mean, my sleep time). haaha. really tiring.
well, i just want to go to my bed. and sleep peacefully…
terbangun saat subuh
May 23, 2009
it was such a bad dream!!! i just hate it!!!
an awakening
May 19, 2009
hei!
matahari gak pernah berhenti memancarkan sinarnya
yang ada, awan gelap mendung menutupi sinar itu sampai duniamu gelap
kamu hanya harus menunggu hujan itu reda
sampai akhirnya langit mendung itu berganti menjadi langit biru cerah
percayalah padaku
matahari di duniamu tak pernah berhenti untuk menerangimu selalu
-after a phone call-
go STRUCTURE!!
May 19, 2009
tahu kan gimana aku awalnya bingung mau milih subjur apa? (disini ceritanya ) dan tanpa aku sangka, hari ini ada pengumumannya…
aku masuk struktur, diurutan ke-tiga dari bawah.
seneng aku. masalahnya aku gak bisa ngebayangin gimana aku harus belajar tentang tanah dkk-nya.
alhamdulillah.
ini berarti aku harus bekerja keras menghadapi tension tinggi nantinya.
anak-anak struktur pada JUARA semua gitu. huaaa…
yosh!! bimbinglah aku ya Allah..
just thinking
May 16, 2009
i’m just fine now. is that because there’s someone else?
well, maybe.
